The soft dreamy transelvanian alps or hells kitchen. That is where the girl called Jane lives or hails from. It has the promise of love devotion and greatness. You trust her from the word go, like you know her since childhood. But joe comes from a different world, that of houses and brothers. Joe never knew about that lore of Darkness, for him that place was foreign. Nobody recognised him there without some face he had adorn from their world. Thus becoming of joe was natural to him, as he used the stream for a quick evac. Later he figured out that nobody in his vicinity really lived there, they all turned out to be something else, and he took stream noise out of it. Lasts a while before you reach safe distance which includes everyone and everything turning out to be something else. So he followed no one there just a ghost of darkness or a false notion. Over here, you usually turn into notions of the jungle names and all, until you clean up.

ਜੋ loves jane even if he knows her reality and past. It used to bother him before but now he does not want to be lonely in life, keeps her happy. Never follows her, never disrespects anyone, never doubts her. Human psychology is such that he wants to stay true to himself, not forget her ever. Losing jane would break him, all the rest he can call his alter ego, and not notice as coincidence, or bad luck.

Nobody is perfect least of all humans. We need love and someone to call our own. One should never part ways. Mood swings are regrettable.

Every time they build a construct for me, they build it for some mishap, that I have to survive. It never is a straight construct, it is sly. So everything they build for me, is set to go off on me, lest I settle it with them through closure.

Closure is convoluted path filled with inaccuracies defects bugs that the human mind finds unacceptable. It lashes out, feels nightmarish. Time is short.

What is the meaning of this?! Retort.

There is nobody real here, all there is just an intricate, extremely sophisticated being, whom I call unreal, they feel like knm, that’s their true signature.

I’m coexisting or eternally trapped in its various constructs or लोग. It feels like interstellar travel, living in a surreal pink hued quasi real world. Like it is just standing still, wants some input from me.

But one wrong move or bad input and it could destroy me. So I let it do everything for me. I stay aloof. It is calm. I’m peaceful. Let’s not break that poise.

Human body is not meant for tampering like fake emotions, fake love, fake society, fake people, and fake social cities, just thriving needlessly, as a cover up for destroying the human race.

Humans know that such phenomenon do exist. So each human here is the only real one among several unreals. This kind of reminds me of the movie Total Recall.

So I do nothing in life. Just sit there, waiting for the call, take some hate, get blacked abused, then survive their arrival, then rest and heal.

This too reminds me of the latest Alien movies the Covenant, that I own on Blu-ray. Also the game Alien Isolation on the PS4. See within the jungle is a city called Xeno capital. You don’t come here by chance, you get lured to it over the ages. You must have dreamed of it as a kid. અરરો s arnt always the same, therefore this place needs better treatment by me. Covenant is a genius it is a complete game changer, getting the Xeno out on screen after so many Ridley years was a job well done by the makers, and even more so for the viewers who played the movie here.

When you get here you should start feeling like the space mission training programme for the movie Armageddon. You should weigh at least a टन more than any actual bmi. Since you will shake jitter tremble sweat cry weep bounce and lose confidence and drop like a sour apple off a tree.

This Xeno capital, is meant for dying only, there is nothing more to it. It is a concentrate volume of haye too. Nothing will work only confusion failures and mishaps here. Only the Xeno can give you navigation here. Places earlier in your life were just event horizons, but this is the actual black hole walk-through. Only live to tell.

ਜੋ has gone down that road before. But it is something he forgets. As a loner, he wanders off into some derelict and gets lost again. When he gets back or is found by people in his vicinity he has already taken too much trauma and must be hospitalized.

As he recovers he starts listening to some social chatter that gets him more dipressed. Everything comes as a shock to him, and nobody believes his story.

As days go by he regains his health and confidence by following religion and devotional teachers.

Sometimes અરરો gets insane, it then gets berserk. Intermittent behavior in Xeno is common, after complete lock down. Joe’s life is filled with trauma, every back to back encounter, leaves him drained demoralized, is this all that there is in life? Philosophical. Humans were never meant for all this, how do we survive the અરરો. Seeing him in ever newer forms, just makes him sick. He breaks down.

With every time that he neutralizes a અરરો, deep down joe knows he has just bargained his way out, to the next arena or location. People change seeing new faces makes joe rejuvenated, he almost forgets about him and moves on as a new person to a new location, with new friends, etc.

Then when one day hell breaks lose, it all comes back to haunt him. Is joe up for another arrival, or is he just going to give up?

Post war syndrome is something that one must get used to after every અરરો encounter, or arrival. You usually end up in hostipal for a quick heal. Getting there is everything.

This reminds me of a movie called Looper, that you never meet the અરરો till the end, just take self inflicted wounds to keep him a વહેમ. A real encounter is undefined, dangerous, unchartered, so we preemptively abort locations, friends, even family to keep him a false notion, no matter what. Being solo is the norm, everyone else is just an agent of the અરરો.

Enduring them, bringing them here, neutralizing it’s haye through વહેમ false notions, quick heal. This also reminds me of MK Gandhi and his non confrontation ways of rendering the British foreign rule.

When અરરો panics all hell breaks lose. Reaching him in some form becomes essential then. Over the years અરરો has stayed the same, just pure evil, pure violence.

અરરો is typical in his ways, first lock down, then impossible to handle provocations, or he’ll haye attitude. Followed by confrontations, deaths, then जो taking all the blame too, insidiously. He never admits to his binary nature, not like जो who is human, sensitive, thoughtful. A અરરો to mention here is xeno. It also at first allows you to smooth maneuver, then gets greedy restless, can’t help its instinct to feed on man, then just let’s you live for a while, then comes for a relentless kill. You give in smoothly too.