I’ve reached the room of Sir of this house. On time I guess. This has become a norm now, like a meeting. After exchanging a few words I leave and enter the dining room, where I get meals. Nothing is simple here, money counts, but making that simple transaction here needs lot of effect sacrifice and fun.

At other times I have to enter his room and sit down, use it even for comfort, leisure or rest. It does have the same effect as reaching a stranger did. This place is barron here no life no air, it is like thick dark mud. Nothing can survive here. It seems this dome is here to last.

My mikhail santravic. An iconic character about getting bad, taking revenge, settling the score with his nemesis’. He fights them hard, then gets love from his girlfriend. The two are popular like spiderman and MJ.

There is so much wrong in this world, he is like a movie called spawn too. She his girlfriend has endured a lot, bad marriages, kids, sex parties, what not. This story is not about a one day showdown or getting even. Mikhail and her, both suffer a lot, how they survive in this Sin City. I’m all aghast, won’t even talk about such things.

One man his girl, both aging here, getting dirty, then sabotaged, it is a true love story too.

Consoles, PC, TV, games are plenty they are even accompanied by movies most of the time when they get popular. Marvel, X Men, Terminator, Doom, Crysis, Tomb Raider to name a few. In this blog games are tightly wowen to its writing, some posts even run like games or likeness of TV shows. So blogs are big too, they are hardware software browsers and ton of programming involving big companies like Yahoo, Google, Bing, WordPress, Facebook, etc. That’s lot of money flowing all over the world.

See in this modern era these are the tools and techniques of confidence building. Letting money flow too.

In 1992 over VHS, the movie terminator 2 was released for me. It was pretty amazing. That’s what Sci fi does to you, day dreaming, nightmares, questioning reality, or feeling really bored and inconsequential after you’ve watched it. So it gets an R rating for extreme Sci fi, stuff you can’t have in real life.

In later years the franchise ended for me in Genisys, where we see the entire skynet as a one robot called the T 5000 or पुतिन for me. In this blog पुतिन does exist in some form, in fact there are many people, could be the entire world for me. Said Joe. They all have to be given salvation and put to rest. Otherwise they’ll keep causing these sequels to be made.

Movies don’t end ever they just transform into some other art form, entirely fiction though. Staying Hungry comes to mind and how video libraries come in pairs, one that stinks of poultry and the other that stays clean, smells like veggie patty joints.

All the things I do in life I’m just one person moving from one area of the house to another doing stuff called me, other times I’m just spacing out in meditation. It therefore takes time for me to eject from one device to another from watching one show to another or from moving from one location to another. Everything takes time and energy, thus bed breakfast and shower and shoes shaving are the essentials for a man like Igor here.

See I have three products that I own and pulish, one is a political blog about the game Doom as it is played by me here. Second is an art blog Excursion which is about my soul the art form of expression I sell to the world. Third is ingpraveen38 my FV social networking account about people I know now, nothing more. All three are interconnected and interchangeable. That’s just another post in art.

For many years of my life I was an engineer, I hold a degree, bachelor’s, in computer science. About 9 years, then I went to the US for graduation, in 2011, studied there for about 3 semesters but could not graduate, tragically. That’s also when I realised that my career was over too. I couldn’t come to terms with that debacle. Then I was divorced and lost my mom as well. My dad somehow got me out of all these tragedies. It was a horrible time for me, I thought I was going to die, it got lot worse, when I realised everyone was jealous and I had nowhere to go. They started using my family and relatives to wreak havok on my already miserable life. I started confidence building with some people through my dad, to survive and stay productive. Then I turned to politics to ensure my survival and security as a good person in society. Later I was deliberated that my dad was compromised too. So I’m on my own now. Cutting time here, just doing nothing as they come to take me in a farce that dangerous.

Machines books pencils cameras consoles, are all needed by me, as I circumscribe the day. Meeting strangers doing some give and take with them, usually translates into some body language some verbal interaction. Thus avoiding the unstable ones here becomes essential. The unstable ones cause the unreals to move haphazardly, that’s what the city all the traffic the business is about. Just to avoid that one unstable you have navigate everything very differently, even indirectly.

The game Doom is a knm for me, something I can never have. It represents a fantasy, a journey into the West. A dream of extreme scifi heroics. RIP.

त्रिदेव is what real is for me. I should watch it again and go back to lucknow and not stay here anymore.

You can’t kill the Cycloids, no matter how provoked you get by it. It is not human not a good person no matter how much it pretends it shows too that its an alien. But you can’t take anything from it at all. So nobody talks about it, ignorance is bliss. It painstakingly pretends to be a good person, a devotional, pious person. That’s one bullshit characterisation I can’t take. But don’t give it anything, don’t take from it anything, stay indirect, stay aloof. It is a bastard, no offence, but that’s life, a small price to pay for human existence, or the difference between life and death.

For Samir, life is fragile, he understands the human cost, this is a war, and we are soldiers. So if human survival is important then above are the rules, no matter what. For every single good verse it emits, you have to endure that pain. It’s like the walk of belief, that hell is so close to getting Samir. Rest. Take everything it emits. Bite it hard too, their is no right or wrong here.