Determinent

This movie is a dead end. They live and stay અરરો in it. I don’t go their anymore, it is stuff I can’t have. My neighborhood bullys never let me in, they’ll kill me if I got inside, it only looks pretty or sensual from the outside. But inside it is a world of hate. I must avoid them at all costs. They only make excuses and cover up their guilt. They’ve been doing it back in their, they keep building the equations, even stuff called MeJ, they fit me right into it. I’m trapped a slave in their world. I can’t get in, or can’t get out of there?

I should be a અરરો too? Or reach out to someone for help? Whatever happens I die in this movie. No way out. After several years of messing myself up, thinking like a અરરો, I met a few anchors from the NNN TV, they gave me some hope, a way out of here, to stay safe, out of their sights. I’m a free man. But now they’re pissed. They only come to take me down. So I stay alert and frosty, as they make their daily attempts at me. They no longer hold me in though, it’s a freak show now. Just they can’t let me be a free man. So they’ve turned this whole world into Haye for me, like in space, without air or pressure, I’ll explode inside out on my own. So I must build myself, keep a small amount of sky for myself, stay low, stay safe here.

Girl on her Own

Rick Nick and Tandon. These are some of the bad alley guys in my neighborhood. I’m no hero but I stay aloof of these three brothers, they want me. Like my personal Biff bully who would see me to the grave. I get the chills the blues. They always get their way with me. And I end up dead. How I crawl out of that kind of grease hell, is just pain and suffering, loneliness. Should I call myself Marty? Hmm… Or Biff? They want to look like heros too, like I’m the bad guy. Where is Marv? They probably got him too. There is no escape. My girlfriend, or just a wahem by now. Has probably been married off to a અરરો or worse killed, or turned against me as a haye. That’s what Biff does to me, turns my friends against me, worse turns them into a haye, so Ill get repelled from them. We’ll never be able to meet, I’ll never be able to get me family back. My girl will suffer the worse fate, like everybody else I had. I can’t even keep their photo anymore, that too is a black hole for me, they call me ex.

If my girlfriend is out there somewhere, she’ll be on her own, will have to fight her way out of their hold. Like all of us, we must fight it out, keep bringing them in. When all of this is over I find myself with folks, people of here, I call them celebs. They walk in and the air gets clean, but I can’t have my loved ones.

In 2019

Narus has taken over many parts of the familiar world that I once had. Whole world is destroyed. I’ll have to start all over, after I was pursued by the coming here incident. They got me good this time. So I must start from scratch build a new world, this one is alien, like some uninhabitable planet like venus for me.

Movement is so restricted and their is noone who is mine anymore. I must tred carefully and slowly here. Each passing day is like a void that would kill me. I must prepare for them to come and make some parts habitable for me. I’m now back to back, fast paced, incident ridden life, with them. I keep building myself, preparing to give them something to chew on, preventing them from getting me ever directly.

You are Big

Kim was just 7 when narus first struck, but they covered up good, as a child I could not understand anything except just pain inexplicable. Later at age 12, 14, but it was only at age 17 that I felt real terror. The gravity of things. This time they don’t want to cover up, but reveal themselves, their true intentions, of extreme danger to my life. At age 26 they struck again for the final time, in the name of parents. But at age 29 as they struck I got dazed and confused. Terror was extreme and my life became very abnormal. Narus too left their face of altruism once and for all for me, came out as hell. They kill, their is no other agenda, and they have kim as a slave. At 38 they made another close call at his life again. They are constants, like machines now. Life is hell for Kim.

Where do you want to die, and for whom. These are the only variables that they want to fit Kim into. Then execute him like any other human. Narus had this hidden agenda, kill man, kill everything living, destroy all matter. Make it so natural as God, the big bang, then the big crunch, all narus. How would Kim hide from them, how would be survive? Just a matter of time for Kim that they’ll strike again. Like every time, Kim must bargain his life out of this hell, die another day, another place. But he knows narus now, it is not his God. He grows older and stronger here. Recognizes them fast, their every move towards him.

When it Starts

Narus is altruistic but that is its face for the world, that of a caretaker, a father. But their true intentions come to the fore only later on in one’s life, when it becomes too late. You have hide evade and survive, it is a lonely path and you don’t have anyone. AgentX and the realization of something like that could exist is what starts it. It is dark elusive notion, which only turns out to be a myth or a false notion. Self reflection shows that after the first encounter with AgentX, life changes, you get vulnerable. Nothing works as before. You find yourself hurt injured and defeated. Terror strikes later making it impossible for one to escape and have a normal life again. Once agentX and following his lure ends it starts and people start coming in. It feels shocking and life threatening, like you’ve been captured and enslaved. Afterwards it is just hide and seek, but Narus gets it way, makes you feel small, also an enemy of everyone else. Narus believes that people should start dying for pandutji on their own, otherwise he won’t show up, people won’t meet you. Everything will shutdown. Only later as you grow older in this game of survival, that you learn to bargain with pandutji, make some subjects of Narus defect as well, to ensure your survival. That’s lot of hard work unique to oneself.

Then with experience you’ll be able to get people in, and pandutji shows up on TV. Normal life resumes. But now you are the enemy of mankind. Give and take, आनाजाना therefore takes place daily. They’ll keep asking you… For how long would you survive on your own, it is a no win future, for such recluse. Give in to Narus be taken in. Die for mankind.

Why in Space?

Some insiders from the executive board of Narus who were heading Lesu Aerospace Company, were able to give some off the record comments on questions about why so many space stations, bases and cities on various planets and moons in the solar system. See pandutji had a vision of putting man in Space and beyond. That vision of his fuels the economy keeps the share holders and stake holders happy. After all Narus is a business company, it wants to make more money. Space cities colonization of frontier space keeps us growing booming people don’t need to be poor anymore. Everyone is rich secure and well off.

However rumors and insightful hints conveyed a good message that earth was to stay sacred and with the priests of Narus, those of whom nobody talks about. So as our central characters kept working hard aiming for the sky’s and not even able to breathe anymore in the social sacred constants of the native priests, Pandutji made some exceptions and started offering more room for them in space. Earth was the home of Narus, our heros were not safe here at all, so they bargained with Narus to have openings in space where they would allow Narus to control them.

Whether Narus complies to our heros argument that they cannot be taken on earth in its native form, remains to be seen.

Cycle four

Why do we like space? Real world on earth is hard, full of subjects of pandutji. It is actually the real thing. So we can’t go to geographic locations, and start a post over there. Earth this planet in current time is over populated polluted filled with perils black holes and news. Moreover everything here is going to turn out to be fiction sooner or later, so it does not have enough room for me. It is expensive too.

Space is in nature, planets other stars in the galaxy, provide us a lot of room for fiction to grow, and manifest completely leading to sound entertainment value for me.

Fate Karma

See although agentX does not exist, yet all the central characters in their experience in life as they grew older believed in God and their people. But Narus abhors people subjects believing in any agentX, and they get punished for that, usually therefore nobody talks about him, just we know and see it coming that their is some lurking guy who is responsible for everything in our lives even our own personality is because of him. Nobody denies him either, rather they spend time doing more constructive work or bearing the heat surviving trying to hail their people in instead. AgentX is something Narus does not acknowledge either, they talk more about root causes, scientific measures, diseases, engineering milestones, money, human psychology, self inflicted wounds, disorders. They quickly come up with a cure remedy or engineering upgrade to close an incident, taking scientific approaches to investigating mishaps rather than blaming Narus ever having some elusive agentX with telekinesis and telepathic abilities. Hey accidents do happen it is part of life, quoted a Narus executive on TV.

Black Beauty

Kim works in the lower market areas, like a fish market. There are other sorts of shops too people just selling everything like hawkers even peddlers pimps, it is nasty dirty neighborhood. Nobody from the upper areas ever come down here they stay clean like company beaurcrats and some ministers from Narus looking over the place from the top. They all stay on local TV news. Only cops and gangsters lurk in this underworld of Japan 101. A dangerous place, bad stuff happened here occasionally. Local people that accompanied Kim were important for him, they were the ones who showed up all the time every time. He was also accustomed to visiting their place, or work areas. That’s what made life real for Kim, and made tv live and up to date. Otherwise he had stay in his house, waiting or just surviving some mishap. When all hope weared out, he had no choice but to sneek into one of the exotic bars, on occasion not frequently though or always, their would be a black beauty that he adored. She was kind to him, and somehow beared the mark of agentXs vibe. That was it for Kim, he would return, and his friends Co workers would show up at his place, he would get news and new assignment. That made his stalled life a rescue boat.

जापान 101

AgentX was never real, just a myth, nobody could ever find out who he was. As a kid I lived and grew up in a free world. I knew that family was the only ones I had. Rest of the people were strangers jealous folks, those whom I had to avoid ignore etc. When I was 17 that was when I first felt him all over me. But the world changed afterwards things got dubious nothing was clean, everyone was Grey. So I had to start trusting people outside family as well. Never wanting to know that they were still strangers, and family was the only ones I had.

So pandutji shows up on TV as before just showing giving regular company updates. Rumor was that he himself was a bioengineered product and had several clones of him all over the company. That’s when local people in my vicinity came too. Usually this meant some mishap that had occurred locally, that had hints in the news as well. So AgentX never really existed for me, just local people showing up, as pandutji on TV made company announcements.

Im Kim of the moon base colony owned by Lesu Aerospace Company. We call it Japan 101 for the Japanese influences it is made up of. It has exotic dance bars as well. Like the movie Sincity.