Lets follow dad’s only if you’re a good guy here. This place is fully loaded, like people keep coming in here all the time. But interruptions do happen like power cut or a slump or delay. That usually means that Z is around locally. When coupled with Sir, everything here turns into log that want to come here. So must start giving to them, soon. And power would restored in the next cycle of people coming here. Things turn ugly here, and I will have to start watching all those ugly smudging shows that keep getting me dirty and sick. I’m must however avoid all the harsh and bad shows, otherwise hot corrosive violence will blow right through here destroying property and good people.

Yes this world is about good people, rest are not real. Ugly people, kill us, don’t let us meet, send us into hell where Z hates us, then if we’re lucky, they rescue us too. But it is about good people only, Narus plays nature, gives us a nightmare, a close call. But how long would we survive, the world wants to be bad only. Narus is just a cameo here. So I live a little, die a little, pray a little, and hope for the best.

The world is not a good place, ZoD lives here, the one nobody speaks of. And their are good people the ones who are going to get victimized by Z (Bad) sooner or later in life. So we are at war with Z. And there are the Ugly, called Sir ke Log from NARUS. The war is not straight forward for me, it is global local and universal. Also, it is brought to me by Sir ke Log. So while I evade and survive in a bad land or wasteland, I get rescued also by the Ugly, or NARUS. While I get lost and take damage, a set of people called marines, grunts, VIPs, Hi-Tech, Computer People, Sir Ke Log, will take me to hell and deliver Z to me, and in the end, if I survive long enough, will rescue me from that bad land. Things are creepy tight and ugly. Missions accidents mishaps combats unwarranted stuff taking damage dying for someone are all the various aspects of the hell given to me by Narus.

I live in a world where their is only fighting and overpowering arrogant organisation’s. Remember, in movie Terminator, the society and world of present day, brought the future nemesis of innocent good people, called skynet through nuclear bomb technology. The world always stays in a perpetual war and enslaving turmoil chaos and anarchy, by the foul evil segments of society bringing about hell upon good and innocent victims. The resistance forces were an alliance of the few good men against whom society of the present brought in skynet an arrogant and evil antagonist of good people, who keep getting victimized by the crooks and subjugators like old nations and stinky arrogant gangster lobbys mostly controlled by ZoD, the ones nobody talks about. My nemesis Z is also the one who keeps coming to hunt me down in several avatars. As I grow my fellowship of victims of Z, I stay afloat. But this war between Z and me is global. However, the world is a very big place, many wars and conflicts are overlapped here, nothing is as simple and straight forward. My conflict with Z is one of eradication of good people by the arrogant jealous factions of the world mostly loosely termed as ZoD.

The Terminator movies feature a time machine built in the future, that skynet keeps using to change it’s fate. So it never loses, even after the resistance forces have won, destroyed it’s central core, it is able to send back in time, a T-800 to destroy the leader of the resistance, John Connor. However, the resistance is able to send back in time a savior for John, Kyle Reese. So the final battle does not take place in the future, but in the past, here in LA 1984.

Let me quickly round up things all Narus, world history, geographies, country’s, people, are all just log now. All fate is sir, x, pandutji, netaji, parents, etc. Or just ZoD. I’m in trouble because of Z. I must keep making allies and keep evading her, all the time. This is it, it is all real, the missions, the adventure, the perils, it is all real. Just keep moving, Z is onto us. Be on confidence building all the time. Your people in location is all that counts. All cover ups are over now, we are here, call it 23rd century, future dystopia, a dream, other dimension, but all this is real. Take Care…

Today I’m a free man, when the time comes, if it comes, then I’ll die for Pandutji or Netaji or Sir/One. But I’m an individual too. How my life and Narus converge is for the rest of the world to believe in, until then I’m divergent with everyone else, and am free. Over a period of time, during several missions, all this happens back to back, we converge and diverge, all fate is just X. So I’ve realized now that more the number of allies I have the better is for me. Politics verbiage is just Sir, nothing to be afraid of. When sir kick in log start arriving, things get out of hand, we lose touch, so all allies have to rediscovered, then I’ll perform better for everyone. But be weary of log, that’s a destructive force, I’m not doing any damage here, just the mission, face Z, a great Power, evade her, get more allies, secure a rescue, and we are back home in safe hands. Everyone is well.

A nice day, low crowds, nobody was here either. I played the game Crysis 3, made it to a check point. Then listened to some old school songs on speakers, after a very long time. Felt good after a while. I can only figure, that so much time is gone, just sitting inside this room. I have seen a lot of action in life, specially after high school, right after I went to college. This much action has left a lot of scars bad memories. A day like this is hard to have in life anymore. So I’m amazed as well. Sir ke log, is something that I remember on such a day, watching the movie Aliens, playing the game Crysis. Both are related to such days, when Sir ke log, get me from point A to point B in life. It is a journey, after which I get a day off, like this one. Life is real and natural. But yes, all this is just the beginning of a new adventure, it always is, things happening abruptly is also possible, yet, somehow now things are a bit different. Dying for the one, that is what this story is all about. It does not happen in a direct way, I call it missions now, usually solo, later they call it a suicide, etc. That’s what it feels like too, in the end. But it is a mission. I don’t have to win, sometimes I get rescued, sometimes get left in the some place to rot. Sir ke log, they come in my life like some VIPs and the journey begins, they get me into trouble of course, then they vanish, calling them back, getting rescued is all that matters. Mutants infest the place where they slide me in by fate, accident, and thats where I get hurt, I have to be brave and somehow rendezvous back to the marines, grunts, local people, until Sir/One meets me and rescues me from mutants. Lot of carnage catastrophes and it is all real, like a dream most of the times. I’m old new I don’t take action missions, that much anymore. But yes it is always a close call, here in NARUS.

The jungle is dangerous and home to a lot of dangerous mutants aliens, etc. perils ensue here, so I must tread carefully, and not get lost. Like the movie Avatar.

City’s filled with zombie hoards, even children and people living in families going to school or work even. All mutations. They carry diseases and face huggers, most of then grow up to turn into xenomorphic abilities. Very hard to eradicate like a rodent infestation, flesh eating race of blood thirsty vampires. They keep emitting very corrosive violent dirty bad energy particles and heat waves with dark matter that keep turning us black. We need to hide from them, get captured a little too, then break free, later on. They break our skulls and burst out our stomachs give us heart aches. Impossible to get rid off, dirty flithy hoars brothal breed vampire like mutants. When they come one should surrender and get captured fast. They even have their own police and ministers all fake, dressed up mutants. Narus would never contain the mutant outcry fully, never send in support teams, until everything has been wasted. I’m Alice surviving in the city, on a off world city base. I’ve never seen earth, I was born and grew up here.

The City is essentially [Sir12KnmHre->Log] a simple equation, and they are social. How hard can it be. No mishaps here, the night has a cold breeze, crickets in the park, sounding in the background, and the night watchman, whistling, that stay up for a while longer. The City does a compression, then decompression, it is a cycle. Then steam comes up rises the skies, temperature goes up, TV gets mediocre. Life is like a 48-72 hour cycle, when things start building up, like compression, then it reaches a peak of the eventuality, then it starts to decay slowly, like decompression. No memories, no loose impression. In Terminator 1,2,3 every time we faced the T-800, sometimes as antagonist and other times as the protagonist, with the T-1000, T-X. But it was programmed to get John, that’s all. When Kate comes into the movie, we see that T-850 has actually killed John hence closing the loop or shortfall. Because Skynet never loses either. It is a machine it does not know how to lose. Every time in the past while John was growing up, whenever T-800 saved him, he kept turning into his father. And that is what got him in the future, in 2038 when he was leader of the resistance. See Z does not lose at all, she’ll just keep changing her form, keep turning into spouse, brother, mom, etc. until she gets me through somebody like that in the future, whom I would allow into my life. That’s Z’s end game. Staying covered up. So time and distance, fate and destiny, needs to change when the future or the time arrives for me. -JC