Experience My Life

I don’t know how to make any progress at all. It would seem that we’ll have to put Dioom on the background for now. It contains way to many localization bugs over the ages, that it could ever be a game for me, let alone a echelon. I think the story has taken too much damage over the decades that it came to be for me. Isolation is brand new, even if only a spin off from the motion picture Alien. That was so many years ago. Now, this new campaign seems to have captured everything in the known universe, the lure, the lair, and even the eventuality. It feels like Dioom, I don’t want to build any sorry story for it, so that it could come back to life, and get me any results. I’ve shut down all of those games for now. It has too much of people in it. It can’t be an echelon anymore, it needs rest and time. Putting it together, needs healing. Dioom might never come back. Only a sequel is what they’ll give, only something that would turn out to be Bollywood.

The truth about bad or jealous people. They are arrogant, and build entities, or procreate, in such a way, and only in that fashion, that their victim falls prey to the lure, and never discovers the source or cover up used. Later dies on his own because of lack of being itself at all, only Haye. So, dies while spreading the hate, to other good people,as he or she becomes that very cover up. Also, bad people die, or commit suicide, early on, even before the lure or lair begins. Total lock down, a malicious, insidious horrific design to destroy entire kind of good people of the victim. No body escapes, everybody dies.

Sam is who makes them real. He is our DM of excursion. So, what is real? Can’t I call him dad? Only questions, for now, no answers. Bioshock is another green lie that they have written for us, in the end everything is dead, and everyone got duped, set up, fixed, blamed, and destroyed. No Sam to be found, he is dead too, now only Haye remains on earth. That’s been a long way for all of us, see life and reality, in hindsight is lot different now than back then, when we were living the green lie. Whoever is left from those remains, a new guy, a new Sam, will come to give to us some reality, that we can live for a while. Everything is slow, meager, I must keep my expectations low. Have a heart.

See appollo has locked the system out in such a way that with each iteration it is getting more and more arrogant getting the xenomorph to do its way. Nobody should be able to survive, that’s what the xenomorph politics was all along, since weyland was formed. It should be a dead end station, only then they built it. Remember prometheus, the thurst for findi g our origin, finding the cure to our disease and aging, eternal life. And discovering all this only after arriving, is a sure shot dead end. Nothing can save us now. And their is no going back anywhere. Our parent આ weyland officer, is also here, trying to find a way out. We are all trapped in this lair, we must stick together, survive the red queen politics of this alien.

I’m in Seegson communications, received Samuels’ location on station. I have with me Taylor, in this easy campaign. It is proving to be a horrible campaign, why do we even need it? See stuff is not working, or all paths are blocked, because someone has to arrive here. Or, they have us good, after the novice campaign ended. I find myself badly beaten here, it is that hard. Now they won’t let us go. It does feel impossible. They are just arrogant, even crazy about it. Calling it their way. Some back tracking is involved, and you can’t win, perfect organism, remember. What are my chances then? The obvious question. Who ever wants to come is keeping us in his system in some form, staying confident and arrogant. That’s why it won’t let us free, not have our way, or even make any progress at all.

The tthird world is huge, yea rightly said. From the south of America, central America, Antarctica, South Asia, South East Asia, Middle East, Africa, over 6 billion people, living lives, in violence and intense warfare, over centuries. Demons, monsters, zombies, xenomorphs, criminals, sociopaths, econopaths, psychopaths, terrorists, it is indeed a total warzone, with most advanced weapons from the west, including research labs, R&D, and bioengineering pathogens, black goo, what not. Umbrella corporations, project Nemesis, involved, total conversion of good benign human population to undead zombies, and the હાઈ called project Nemesis, invincible સુપર zombie, to obliterate everything in the landscape, destroying Alice and all other survivors, in the desert wasteland. Nothing would stand in its way not even umbrella. How would we fight such a dark fate?

“The real world you mean to say Alice? Yea, that’s the one.” Amazing perception of reality. See the eternal battle between good and evil wages on. However, know your world, it is an astonishing breath takingly big place and ture to life beauty. But it is a jungle too, really wild place, filled with evil lords, their death traps, monsters demons and prostitutes. The first world is a small place, where the US heads the world in the UN. UK, EU and Russia. They want Russia, by being a higher race to them. They are black people. The rest of the world is really huge, big with lots of people races and colors. It is called third world, for being economically lot smaller, than the first one. You feel like coming to the present after returning from the West. It is so advanced and rich, like something set in the future. Countries today in the third world are in hundreds across the globe, each housing several campaigns from the first world. Each house, family is multi faceted, running several issues originating from the west. It is a war economy, some of them are even characterized as fiction here. So play the game, watch the movie, how it relates to you, and news from all over the world, and how it connects to your values and problems in life.

Designed to bring umbrella into the world as more and more deadly mutated form, monsters, zombies and the undead, Alice could be our only chance out of this destroyed desert wasteland. She is much more powerful than before, with iteration that it brings umbrella. The world is now a complete wasteland, nothing has survived, a zombie diseased dying planet, nothing has survived here, after the ત virus outbreak. She remains human, however, letting us few survivors out, navigating the dangerous desert, and underground bases that umbrella conducts its research from.

Well they’re all very big, arrogant, jealous and nasty. The devil incarnate. But they are far far away from us, watching us, preparing, getting big and better killing machines. When will this army arrive here? All they need is Red Queen. And they have arrived, been here for long now, almost two decades. Only I can keep the Red Queen from keeping them here. The invasion ends, when she doesn’t get her way. It is an eternal battle. All the time thwarting this Umbrella Corp, not letting Red Queen, win has been hard, I’m day by day getting, lonelier and lonelier here. All by myself. Zombies, beasts, and Nemesis’.

How is it going to happen? Who is going to do it? Umbrella Corporation is the top company in the world, every item today in the world today is either built in whole or in collaboration with it. It is cute nice clean and very reliable. Outside umbrella is the third world nations, Russians, Indians, Chinese, Africans, who knows? Ha. Let’s call them agents, devils advocates. Alice is one such an agent. In racoon city she was supposed to bring umbrella bio weapons division to life, and spread it to the whole world destroying it. Nothing should survive. An accident, a set up, the reality of umbrella and these agents, bringing end of life to the world. After Alice realizes she was the one who did it, started this irreversible spread of deadly mutating virus to the world, now she can’t remember anything. Umbrella is an unstoppable monster, killing everything, these agents keep bringing it over and over again. Getting approached by these agents is just a deadly beginning of the hive. The victim should not survive, and so should not the agents. Sounds similar to everything else in Narus.