Experience My Life

Games on the computer or console always had the promise of letting the user be the winner and let that not just be entertaining but be captivating, enthralling, very dark vivid false memories, deja vus even. All thanks to the few people’s great work, dedication of bringing powerful stories to life, and making it all so immersive, surreal be real for anyone who gets behind the controller! These people need special appreciation for making our dreams come to life. Titles like Doom, Half-Life, Quake, Crysis, Farcry, Titanfall 2, Hitman, Spiderman, TLOU, Rage, FEAR, Alien, Matrix, etc and of course hardware venders like nvidia, intel, playstation, Xbox, etc. Bravo 👏 and don’t forget each of these game franchise is a work of art that takes us way beyond what movies could take us in the 20th century. The art & story takes decades to come to realization, but the rewards are astounding…so keep making them!

We’ve gone through hell going across country to find the fireflies, looking for answers, so that our lives and the efforts we made would mean something. All we want is for all things to add up to a destiny and purpose. But, it didn’t mean nothing to them and all they wanted was to destroy us, for all that we believed in. The ground breaking  saga of Ellie continues in this sequel, the death of Joel her guardian angel, devastes her! With help from the friends she’s made in Jackson Ellie seeks revenge for the hell she had to go through. On the other side, we meet Abby, a WLF crusader and ex-firefly who was devested herself from the death of her father at the hands of Joel. But she got consumed by revenge over the years, letting go of everything just to meet Joel and kill him. But she and the entire firefly clan of remnants of the dead old fascist world were jealous, they knew this, and caused a change in the life plan of Abby. Another very path breaking journey of Abby, surviving the desolate and dangerous post apocalyptic world, where she is now alone and making new allies. Nothing is too dubious here as we were led to believe, but a game changing, powerful original story telling of love, hate, revenge & survival.

Just look at its majestic, mystical enthralling spirit soul energy that keeps gaining on you level after level, as you proceed ahead in this game. And as it grows on you, the arrogant very supernatural experience, gives you in on the truth of all the secrets of the universe. Yes it is true, I built this cage! Həll indeed!

They say War is Hell! But you know want, marriage, society is even worse. You die slowly unlike the battlefield, but you get traumatized in a vicious cycle of evil 😈. Fake news, corrupt government, social depreciation, loneliness is what defeats you here, in your very own motherland. It’s like the lambs or cows that get slaughtered to feed other carnivores. The food chain doesn’t allow them a good life, only to be bred for consumption. They have no soul, no brain to appreciate knowledge, power, creativity of any kind, they say. So we kill them otherwise they’ll go extinct in the wild. They are weak and easy preys for a vast diverse selection of meat eaters. In some ways we humans are also like livestock, food for some higher power which we can’t see only feel their desire for us to multiply and then die, they eat our souls…

See I know how he moves, what kind of people and infrastructure he’ll employ to lure his victim, prey on them with due deliberation, going only where his way leads him after me. I see it coming everytime, the nightmares, the anxiety, the trauma and finally the reality of tv-news, while he preys on me. He does it the same time, he lures, then comes, kills. He never dies only his people whom he calls Log. They die for him carrying his way to torture, mislead me into darkness or fogs of misinformation. When will it end, I’ve survived him coming so many times, and everytime I feel weaker, more vulnerable, not willing to succumb, only to surrender and do his way…

The slayer that’s what həll calls me. I spent the first 29 years if my life in service of the Sir, his Log! I was their hit person, the one who would die for them to get them here, at Sirs’. That’s what I call the first age. The second age lasted for 8 years where I fought for and with my spouse! Everything was about love, becoming of her, the one! That I loved since a long long time while in the first age. But the third age came in 2017 when I became free from Sir/Log and starting fighting them for my freedom, my life that I wanted, independent and free. Later in the forth age I walked with world leaders debating and trying for world peace, end of all evil, the source of which was back then the Wes. With due politics been done now I’ve become Wes and I give for the survival of the human race from sure demise.

This game has been around for almost 20 years, but I would still highly recommend it to anyone wanting to survive wesern eventualities and connected Log. I don’t play it anymore but still its great to play for the first time. The immaculately with which it’s been made it will be enduring piece of art depicting future technology + space exploration for a long time to come. If you’re a science fan from the 20th century you’ll love it. Another game called Quake 1,2,3,4 are also exceptional piece of Gothic art with future space tech. Keep gaming, the new ones, while we remember the classics. Remember these are PC/Windows games.

I’ve been playing Control for last 5 months, having purchased it about an year ago. Yeah, it’s intense, everytime you die you feel stressed out with your heart beating in severe shock that, if successful, leaves as you exhale giving you a thrill relaxation, adrenaline harmonic effect as it wears out. F*€k!! You have to love horror thrillers to be playing this matrix alibi sucker. Play Allan Wake along with Control, they share a parallel universe story…enjoy.

I’m a probe sent by God, to measure how good or bad this world has become. So far I see only foul, war, evil which feeds these people. I therefore decree that it is so foul that it should be reset. The day I leave this world, die naturally in human form the world will end…

Love will guide you in pain and persecution, suffering will become irrelevant for you. Love for your parents, siblings, your other half, yes the other half that’s what we call her or him. Imagine a world without family or spouse or offspring. It is not in our nature to hate but some get compelled by uncontrolled demarcations or arrogance to chastise others. But don’t fear…be bold in your revolt and you will find friends allies in this lonely world. Pain and loss is what binds us, and let that be our guiding force.