From this house how far can I get? But this is the center of my icon, and the safe route back here. It’s not like the last of us yet.

When you wake up honey, you’ll feel that you haven’t a care in this world, and everything will be back to normal. Friends family and people will be back to where you left them. And nothing abnormal you remember anymore.

All three are borne out of the natives of course who now in their modern form are known as R. So R is brought to me by two icons Claire and R24. Both are pretty big monsters in their own right. R24 is the traditional type mostly male dominated. Their ways are simple haye for couple of days the before we get to stranger mishaps, then some final d day incident when everyone starts talking and some tangible amount of hurt is incurred by me. Claire is different she has higher IQ and modern a bit soft on me too. But stays convergent with R so does not have net effect on d day incident unfolding.

I got inside my bed for a good night sleep. Then I was instinctly forced to start moving outside my room the house then the society even. I couldn’t avert that pull and started walking into the city then even longer to the main city chawk from there started going down those western ways with exotic diesel run buildings mostly empty. I kept walking right upto the end from where I could see bordering highways. Then I took a right turn and reached a dental clinic on foot in slippers. I felt seized all over like I was going to get awful. After getting a relief I turned back. On the way inside the society I was circled by a dozen stray dogs even a police patrol. Then I screamed out loud like a boy for his mom. I felt I would be mauled down. But somehow escaped and returned home safe. Something told me to remember this mishap for life.

This house now known as site x or my last known location is not even a safe house for me anymore. This is the place where I give in to these folks and fall asleep. It then turns into a fancy arena where I get entangled with several people throughout the day. How do I keep myself aloof and away from these several ways through which they are keeping me with them for their heinous conceited agendas. Scalar abstract forms of indulgences, keeping to myself heeds.

By walking everyday for 45min to 1hour I’m able to vigor my body enough that I stay fit and dry. This frees me from many toxins and adulterations that are present in the air. The air or volume that I occupy must stay free from all sorts of negative energies. Standing straight and maybe even walking cleans my air of negative energy and creates a harmony with the rest of the atmosphere.

My icons on reaching hindsight start showing signs of low confidence. That’s when they have to give me the right guidance out of their realm of compromises and weaknesses. I then have to stay dry and avoid them at any cost. Live for months on very low resources in places where they won’t find me. Now is their time of getting ripe as well. I must stay alert frosty and away from their view. Whether I meet them or some other icon that saves me, depends on whether there is light at the end of the tunnel or not.

The right icon is the safe way out of this ghost town. There are all sorts of icons who can give you the adventure which takes you to your limits, yet gets you to the next one with just minimal hardship. The wrong ones can get you dead in some nightmare.

It’s no wonder these people turned out to be packets of haye. So making contact kills. Yet they put on a very social lure. Take some regular racism or get hayed. Which one time will tell. Let’s be safe by rendering them way before its too late for me. Prevention is better than cure.

The blue sky with white sunlight is no more. Nothing will work here anymore. Your icons become your betrayers and the night fills up with really bad toxins. They want to race you. Brutal intoxication of pollution that fills up like cold diesel on my face. This dance of death sweat bad breath will last endlessly as we find dead ends all over this place. No one who will come to my aid. How many times has the sun gone down for me in life. And yes I’m only preparing for the next time as hard as it sounds.