Loge just stays a વહેમ that sneeky evil spirit lurking all the while. Creates misunderstandings between the two of us. They loge stays hidden in our instincts talents even inhibitions. Keeps us like puppets until we fight and part ways. Then we both die in separate lies that loge keeps weaving for us to stay entrapped in. No words can describe it but insanity. Pure evil looking for a host. Don’t have anyone here. This arena won’t hide socially anymore.

What people of loge do here, how they interact, tightens the noose of here around me, getting me hayed, loge coming. Who comes in the house what he does here, later how and when he leaves is all upto this monster. Coupled with here it is as good as loge getting me for good. Game over. Fate coincidence even instinct cannot be trusted as far as this monster digs deep into my psyche making me move around as well here.

This monster is another curse that I picked up from tv. It gives you dreams and notion of a house. Locale and things, power cuts, stuff infrastructure is made up of, heaters coolers air humidity controls, animals diseases, in a place, or facility. How indoor mishaps occur. Then shutdown room or house systems or go outside until it wears off. Sometimes outside the city if you have to. I’m not coming here.

See you don’t need David all the time to create those perfect organisms. They were too perfect for me. Monsters aren’t perfect, they don’t stay gelous, or stay અરરો, or have to be kept gelous or kept અરરો. Now they just kill while staying nothing at all. So they are more flexible, more reliable, like buddies till the end. Maybe they don’t kill either.

Where is a freaking monster when you need one? This should suffice for life.

It’s not a planet anymore. Just a construct, or a set where we have actors and viewers. Life is a stage, we all merely players. What loge wants is that I should die on my own by haye and that’s what he calls his coming. I have to introduce a stake in this stage and thus be able to create a show that does not hurt me at all. This notion extrapolates well to a hunting arean equally.

But this experience is a daily life cycle. Risks are involved I should not lose ever, else loge wins and haye. So the content of the show is not about winning or losing, its ridiculous or pure nonsense, comedy even.

A letter for three.

This third person other than us both, is something of a haye. Pure haye for us both. It manifests itself as man or woman or even child. So don’t trust anyone. Read my blog excursion.art.blog often. It’s all about it.
Loge or people is a full manifestation of haye for us. Their only goal is to keep haying us. When they’ll come you will find yourself alone, it will be a hellish horror experience, but you will survive. When they are dormant then you will get to heal and rest. They are not supposed to be fought by us at all. It is not a foe that you can talk to or compete with or fight or defeat even. Just endure it. Stay aloof of it, they kill. Dark energy kills humans on contact. They come everyday, so don’t make big moves. Go outside everyday as I instructed earlier.
They want to stay hidden from us. So they want to be social. Just watch them around you and stay public but don’t socialize. Just ask for supplies nothing expensive though.
Live normally like moving to a new planet. Wear sweat shirt, sweat pants, shoes, full sleeves, sports wear. This will help. But you are not here to live a life. It’s like a hunting arena too. Stay agile. The hunt is on all days all the time. Staying scared helps. Stay busy write, art, build, no weapons however.
Their goal is to haye only, so they die too. But you have to watch only. We are getting hayed as we speak. So eat rest walk. Stay fit. Living inside a room, feeling them around you is important, all the time. This is a war like no other. Like Alien. Stay confident too, in yourself. 

Zems are these not for my upliftment. They only kill me. Hide run escape. Die.

Past the black holes of earth I’ve decided to go where they came from. To know what is all this?? There I arrived alone with no one with me. They answered everything even made an attempt at my life as an entrapment for not knowing what on earth this place was? Who these people were. A family of four man women and two sons, captured me here. Something I could not have guessed when I was a child. I travelled the world believed in everything from tv to news and internet. Cherished family and friends. I never knew that one day I’d be marooned in this city and they would want to destroy me. I’ve been captured here nowhere to run or hide. I call this Zem a limbo.

As I saw it on tv and newspapers, war torn devestated. Later after many years I see some development there, a small mall built out of ruins, with a confectionery shop. That’s what I fancied after my known world could not give me anything other than haye. Zems are not created by someone, they occur naturally out of whatever my confidence બિલ્ડર sees fit. It has to be endured like a black hole that once thought of as end of life, after getting zemd is a doorway to another world. The new world is something that I have to endure, even balance between story and haye, as I traverse it to the next one. Thinking about dying therefore becomes a natural occurrence here. It depends on potential and navigation in haye space.

Wind, Water, Earth, Fire, Love. This is an old Zem, bought from Fxaxcx in 97. Now all women, that girl नहीं मिले मुझे here. I’m maintaining it as a YouTube account. A Zem is no good if it starts haying or has expired. A Zem is a set of story’s or life that has chaos in it never a haye. So this Zem is obsolete too. Girl is now just me here.