He or she, tails me all my life, sometimes even, dies and gets reborn as some other person for me. It transforms from one race to another, from male to female, from kid to adult, religion, color, language, even country. But his basic disposition stays the same. He telekinetic and telepathic, like X, So I have no way of losing him, in all these many years, I’ve accepted the reality that he or she is now part of my life, even my psyche. What characterizes him, gives him locale, is the people he brings in for me. The crowds, and other gentry, even the news, and movies, has his influence. He is indeed omnipotent and omnipresent. Like a terrorist, that I just can’t escape. Even the law enforcers can’t do anything about him. His influence is like that of a nest of hive. I’ve changed my name, my address, all these years, but he remains. Only his people have changed. That’s how I know him. He feels like a terrorist or a hardcore criminal, wanting only to kill. I’m really scared of him and his people. His reach is from my local city to the rest of the world. He favors the west, brings in people who have a NATO wahem.

Why is this idea of being the last human survivor here, such a far gone conclusion to me ? It isn’t that hard to imagine that you are here, only to bring people in out of some person, that you find elusive or alien. Now you know, so start avoiding that alien called Z, and find out whom to give to, so that the chain reaction can start, bringing people in, then take a mishap, filled with discrepancies and blame, then survive it, later, when people leave, relief will follow naturally. Now where ever, or how ever you came from, just keep meeting the right people or , to whom you can give to start the chain reaction, otherwise, he will destroy me.

I can’t fight her or him. Both male and female Z, are quite spectacular. They would be at a level of arrogance much higher than I could achieve, or have seen in any other human. It is ridiculous fight, nothing more that total annihilation, and they keep the west arrogant, so that other humans die for them. It is like Charlie X from Star Trek. I’m baffled, nothing more than tormented and subverted. Just waiting for my doom. But only then, Z turns out to human, a Russian perhaps. A Putin, my dad. I don’t know how to survive any of this. I live in the dark ages now. What possible future could I have here. The real alien beings are all in the realm of ZoD.

It is an extraterrestrial UFO, being, that, controls the entire universe for me. Like AvP. Earth and the people of this planet, are all prisoners to this being from space, and possibly another universe. Narus is now the only hope for me to survive this creatures from space. To the best of my ability, I should never meet or encounter it in my life. Only Z. When the time comes Z would turn out to be human, my race. That would solve several issues and dead end situations in my life. I’m the only remaining human for now, who needs to survive. Rest are all people of the Alien race, and Z is coming to ki ll me. This is my first few encounters with Z, while I arrived here.

When you entered the lions den, you took the lure, and entered the nest. It is judgements day too for me. That it was inevitable it cannot be evaded only survived. Now after having entered it crawled down it, these people of this Alien, keeps coming to take me. Piece by piece reducing me in shape form and integrity, I’m completely compromised now. I can’t win, only give to it. Then I’ll keep dying slowly day by day. It is not a battle but a slaughter. I can’t win against an Alien. I’m Ripley too. Are we in a better days. This is the future, this is the now. It is not Earth or your world anymore. Just this Aliens nest. It will never let me go. I need friends, people of the human race, rest are just Log, the ones I call marines or hitech, they are the nest, they work for the Alien, they even die for it. I would I survive, I’m just a civilian.

Now you know who X, Dev, and Sir is. His people are the nest. Yes he is यम, or Haye. You’ve been living in a world, called log. That was not Earth. Pray to God or भगवान. And live in the marvel of his universe. When God’s and Demons fight, things happen, and the mist of Haye evaporates. A new day is observed. Everything becomes clean. You don’t have to investigate or understand anything. Just belive in God. Love and devotion should see you through the darkness. Never figure out any of those verses, from the nest. Just follow them as is. Angels and Demons, only. Yes reaching out to a human is all that is required. Bhagawn hai aap.

In our fare town of small ville, IL, people are peaceful. This place is small. So we wake up early, then have breakfast, later, lunch. In the afternoon, we watch some TV prepare lunch, our maids, help us out. Later in the day some snacks, Tea. Biscuits. See I’ve seen TV, criminals, even terrorists. But this isn’t some foreign power either, not even NaTO has such powers, only Russians maybe. But I’ve felt it, it’s not human, or machine, it is fro.m the future, or some super human Alien. I can’t fight it, nobody can. It just kills. I’ve been down there in its nest. It’s nothing from our universe either, just knm. These aliens are psychos. They only kill. It will not spare you, if it has, because of something you gave to it. Ambrosia. I pray to God. Nothing else helps. Only the armed forces, elite special forces group, maybe. Other world lifeform.

He is not a human. In our modern day world, it has powers, he is something, like X. How did you even meet him here. Nobody is supposed to meet an alien, here in the 20th Century, present day, California, 1988. Image the movie predator 2. Could anyone of us normal humans ever be able to fight one. It is just feeding on us. I should let the cops handle all of this. They’re used to fighting cheats criminals homicide smugglers and gangsters. I’ve even seen VIPs celebs go out for drugs prostitution, even sometimes upto, foreign invasion, like KGB. But this is ridiculous they’re just cops. People are going to die here. Nothing more.

I dedicate this blog to a lot of people who have passed away in front of me, be it celebs on TV, or movies, books, games, in my family, friend circle, and other extended family. Every time this happens I lose a big part of myself. Then life for me is like C2, and I have to start from scratch, like crawling, barely able to take my weight, in tears, or in shock. I’m too overwhelmed. Why live ? I can’t understand a thing after that. Like I’ve lost my memories of a entire life time ? The world has proved itself to be a dangerous place. I feel it is just the beginning.

“You can call him anything you want. R CIA Wes RT F24 BIT LKO UP SC Ash SRK Claire Z but you’re never going to get to me ever. I’ll go.” – Dev

This is the eternal battle between good and evil. Why should I live ? I don’t know, just self preservation maybe, the lust to know what lies there and beyond, or what the above means ? Because I can’t understand anything what they’re saying either. How long will this battle go on. I must end. I’m old tired gone all bonkers, out of air, out of anything I can call normal. When will this end. Can’t you let me go ? Will I be killed at the hands of some knm, and then people will get satiated. And who are these people, just lots of meat. That’s all I see now. Just tonns of meat trying to take me. I’ll give. I’ll give you anything you want. Just some wes is all I want too. Who am I anyway ? I’m not getting anything here. Its all just an infinite maze of inter dimensional parallel worlds. But I feel you too, I’m always engaged with you. Said David.