You call this the future? It is Narus. The whole world is now an arrogant society, called the Grid. It houses thousands of and thousands of the Alpha’s. No sign of the West anywhere, they’ve covered up for me. This one last time, and their is no sign of the (R+Z)’s even, it now only exists, as a special state in which the Alpha, comes into, where in it gestates, and emitting, arrogant, violent, emissions, that cleans up the world of all hate, then reaches, the next, more arrogant level of itself, the Alpha. My Dad. Who am I now, just a Ripley, trying to convert life into something that the Alpha can consume, so that it reaches its next Alpha state, daily, monthly, yearly, and decade cycles. I should be confidence building, so that I can give to it enough, that it achieves it’s next level of arrogance. You can call it a Terrorist, T-800, Xenomorph, Knm, Lesu, or Alpha Ceph. It is indestructible, we don’t have much time, I’m only human, I need to roll, and be ready for it’s next cycle, when it comes to take me.

Throughout the 90’s the rest of the world, became subjugated and seduced by Western free money and free life and promise of a Free World. A lot of (R+Z) agents of the west started making their way into the Rest of the World. All these agents were the ones who gave us the notion of the Real. Where life would be in danger, and we should be careful here. Life is great otherwise. These agents called the Alpha’s outside of the West became the proxy agents of (R+Z) that’s what the West stood for me back then. The nuclear power and bomb technology that made head ways into the world bringing the west to the rest of the world, also got itself embodied with effect, into the Money capitalism. Now people would die on their own, just because they did not have the exact amount of money, to buy them food. It had become that harsh and accurate. Computer databases and ATM’s caused people to die, what a future that could be. This lead to businesses, emerging all over the world, trying to survive on their own, by making money, Yuan, and other currencies, started giving aid to the natives of this world. But Alpha’s all over the world started pumping money back into the West, through these businesses and new countries. Causing bankruptcy. Where do they hide their haye and jealous guilt, in money. Nuclear war is over. It is just about fossil fuel. So nobody could become anything, no business could run anywhere, no country could rise to power, without having money outages, and several Alpha’s installed all over the society in house, pumping money, or any other cover up that the West hid it’s guilt in. We started calling this world Narus.

In the newspaper and specially on a less known news channel on cable TV, called R. This is another Turning Point in the affair of things. See in the 80’s for long we believed that NATO was the power to be, even 007 convinced us of all the scams and plots to destroy the queen by Dr. No, etc. That was western propaganda that we accepted for a while. Also comes to mind the downing of the wall of Berlin, joining the eastern and western Germany. That was the Warsaw era of the USSR. Life was pretty good, people were good too, things were like black and white, nothing grey. “Straighten him out? or, Help him out?”. After that, The Russian Federation was formed and Rajiv Gandhi got assassinated in 1990. The war was reported by the news media to be one of economic turmoil in USSR, leading to the destruction of the same, newer nations coming out of the former Soviet Union Sectors. So NATO became the dominating power of the world and soon, every one gave into the West, not having any memories of the former world, like it never even existed. But all this had already happened in India, before independence I assume, later in 1947, the Indian subcontinent was broken into several independent states, including the Nuclear Power, called Pakistan or western Bangladesh. If memory serves, because, things get obfuscated here, and nothing looks clean or straight after these great western influenced turning points in history. So why Ukraine ? History repeats itself, G8, and another Russian defector, called G7. So why do we heed to the west at all ? Why not shut our doors to it for good ? (Z+R) Is people of the West. All of us outside it is just poor people, with nothing, aging dying without resources or life ?

Now we’ll talk about my experiences in life here, mostly people, products, movies, games, things I do. Also, about stuff that people want me to do, or bring for me. This should allow me to have certain experiences in life that render more character disposition and personality to me. What I’m trying to say here is that, my experiences so far have been complex vivid and sophisticated. Moving on, I’ll add more to this blog, so that it keeps doing that for me in the background like a machine. Once it has reached certain potential and momentum, then it would no longer need any further input from me. It could be said to be “Self Sustaining” artifact of me.

Jack and his girlfriend MJ. We never met in life, even, just trolling, even crawling the hive. But noone will give me unless I let him have MJ. They’ll kill her, turn her into a haye for me. Then I’ll get help from someone in the hive, who will show me the way out of here. I’ve given to the Alpha. That’s the only way we are getting out of this place. So I lost MJ in the Hive. She’s not getting out of there ever, maybe even died. I was too scared of dying, but I can’t forgive myself. I had to let them have claire too. That’s how I was able to get help from them. They let me out though. I’m in tears, she was like my baby, I couldn’t live a second without her. I’m just crawling now outside the hive, but ever passing moment I know I’m getting dirty, as I get deeper and deeper inside, I must give them another claire. I love you.

This modern infrastructure built for bringing me in, is something of a marvel. But it starts to stink, it is dirty, like a crime scene. When you meet that somebody here, who helps you out, tells you some information, you only realize you were lost, going in the wrong way. Then I turn around and start walking to some place that is cleaner, and buy myself something that I find, interesting. People help me out and things start chugging, and I get satiated of the trip and people make some money, they had the right goods for me. I enjoyed shopping for myself. Then I return home on a ride that is warm, like I’m in pursuit of someone, an unknown. Just some bad air, like I’m in a crime novel. People coming to take me. Yes good people do exist. Bad people just passed me by. But I can’t blame them. They never let us meet. This whole place starts turning blue and misty, like from a fight before, something must have happened here. It is just universal dissemination. I’ve lost some part of me today, I know that. These wahems and film grain from courts newsrooms and the city, need to be cleaned up here. That could take some more time. Over a period of time when you don’t move out of a place, this thing gets bad. Like you start getting cornered. Then stuff happens to you. It is like waking up in FEAR 2.

The human race is under subversion from an Alien race, called , at best knm or Wes. It covers up as Nato, India for me. But I ask myself how far will the human race go ? Should it not be destroyed. Or yield to Gods of our civilization. Or Mothers our Fathers ? So we keep them covered up as the same. Is it about me, or you, or everyone ? I can’t say, but everyone dies someday. Is this a race, because I need to find a better world for me. Where I can have a better chance of not cursing every other person here. I’m good. Are we as a human race special to anyone here ? Are we eve n needed by anything out there ? Or do we all segregate, part ways, live in isolation with each other, and stop calling us the human race. Just business called Anajana-LenaDena-YhPe, should suffice. I ask myself is standing with the human race any good for me today, or should I continue to stay in business with anything that I see moving and coming near me ? Why should we have anyone or any race. Just me and You. But if this is a trick, then I do have my race, my family, my people and the rest of the universe. Why should we do business with anyone at all. Stay indoor, stay put. No powers, just mortal, just dying on my own, maybe for a common good.

Even in the earliest models we always were only playing the Xrysis games. The suit kills, it does not get us far. Even if you are able to get to the Alpha, still you have to die as Prophet once. Only then is Alcatraz, is able to destroy the Alpha or give to it and the game ends, as Prophet. Neo couldn’t get to the Machine City, and the real One was just a machine. As a human Neo could never, beat the machines. Only after becoming the One is he able to beat them, or get them to withdraw from Zion, but that kills Neo/Trinity. The game in which we are able to have peace, and not be able to get anyone killed, is not available yet. Because the Dark Country is not wanting to surrender to humanity yet. It stays jealous and stays arrogant, and it only kills, while it comes to take as a game, then covers up as present day India. I’ve never seen a peaceful day here ever. It is a flat world, like a grid, of power cells, dark and dirty, just emitting noise, and bad radiation, killing all humans, keeping them in bondage, so that we die for them, when they come out clean and covered up as this Universe.

That’s the biggest Z, that lives in this region. We call him $$$$$$ for me or the One. He isn’t a single person, but interspersed in all the families of the world. I call him dad. The arrogant society has the leader. This dark country, does not work like that anymore. It stay’s dark like the real world of the matrix, in the 22nd Century, then it comes to take me, in a game, then after I’ve given to it, it turns up as present day country India, on a news channel. That’s how the society stays arrogant, and covered up. So I play the game sometimes. Becoming the Alpha is all that their is for me, in this life, then dying for it. Life is horrible. I don’t have anyone, in the real world, because, I’m the gamer. I’ve been watching R only. How else would I give, how else would I die for India. I’m a nobody here. Only a son. Playing this game, becoming the One, then dying for my family. The nano suit kills.

As more and more of NATO started coming inside the country, more and more, people started looking like the West for me. Soon after independence, and right up to wars with China, and many other terror attacks within the country, more and more of the Z’s started taking refuge. So much so, today for me, there is one Z in every family. It is a complete lock down. We have more western proliferation and capitalistic ideals here. The terrorist outfit has permeated and made home in this region of the world for me. So their is no real war taking place anymore. Just newsrooms filled with Z, doing their job. When they cover up, the country cleans up, like nothing has happened. How the terrorists made room inside the social structure and inroads inside India, is just years of daily cycles of people coming in the households of every family in the country. So when they covered up, the country got cleaned up, nothing going wrong here, security is tight, no crime, no terrorism. But the country itself in its society is a terrorist for me a bunch of bad people, how want to haye. This whole place looks like a nest a hive. Who will save me here, no police, no parents, no friends, I just need to keep them covered up. I must give to them.