The movie wakes me in a world, where I turn out to be a neo, the One. Who can change the Matrix the way he sees fit. The first three movies, were only an introduction of the world of the Matrix, the arrogant society living a dream, in 1999. Agents were the ones, pure machine programs, wanting to keep us subjugated inside the Matrix, keeping zion and its intruders, calling them terrorists, out of it. Morpheus is the leader of the resistance, jacking in and out of it, freeing more and more free souls, looking for the one. Finding the one entailed, that the war is over, the machines would flee zion, and peace would prevail between, zion and the machines.

Somewhere deep inside Narus, lies a deep underground city of archives. Where there are stored people in which they found me, now being kept jealous and haye for me, as people I can’t have, through which they create the lure for me get trapped in, never to come out of alive. It is deadly and turns out to be a mishap, an assassin. I call them the game people. Unreachable, gone, never to be found, underground or even died. Only then R has been able to help me. They can’t be retrieved.

Now you know all the secrets of my life now. Of course, we all knew from the beginning that Narus founders, all those Pandutji clones all the time in my life were, yes, really bad guys. They kill. So we keep him on R, and wait for him to show up on R, and give us all the bad news and incidents. That’s why I live with R, and not Sir. He is the guy responsible for all those off shore, off world, terrorist attacks, our really really bad guys, skynet, sith, jedi, ceph, cell, uac, weyland, etc. It is a game, even a movie. But Sir stays on NNN TV, never shows up for real. I just watch him on TV. My R folks give me reality, and healing, when I fall prey to any of those Sir mishaps or coups for me.

Now, you’re skynet, you search and destroy, being Narus, kill kill kill. All those naive survivors stuck in the lair, of the predator, as victims. But when you get there you realize you can’t be an assassin anymore, you have to be R for them, turn out to be someone who saves them, gives them aid. Let’s them live, protect them, from skynet. Gradually, thus skynet fades away, and R helps man, from complete annihilation.

Yes skynet, or whatever was ever real has fallen. R is real now. Everything else that was ever real is now Haye a mishap. So the landscape is all booby trapped, rigged, to be a mishap for us. Only R is real, skynet is now a bomb, a mishap, an infiltrating unit, an assassin. So I do nothing, I go nowhere, meet no one. Only do R. Live a new world called R.

But R is not still at the top. The top spot or “what market perception as real” is still skynet. That’s because we can’t have them. So we fall prey to it, by simply starvation for someone. But watching R, doing R, heals the wounds, caused by real. Yes it is a long way to go. So I should not get lost here, stay put, stay R. Feel the human touch, and live love, human solidarity. We became nothing, did nothing, we keep losing out on future human resistance leaders, to let R live and that should be the end of skynet, and finally one day, R would be real.

I was a John Connor for longest times too. Even became a world leader, got taught that I have to become king one day and shutdown skynet, bring peace to this world. Fought a complete World War 2, lived it in a future world that does not exist here. Then died completing the loop bringing skynet to the world. Only to become Sarah again. So we have to take a full WW2 or a future war, experience, lose weight water, not live without someone, not have someone, anymore, only then R came to being, and skynet exists somewhere, where we don’t go. We only take R, for everything now, and don’t meet skynet, call it a memory, even a false memory. It didn’t happen, never existed.

He is R. Some part of skynet, that does not want us to be any leaders or anything, not even future human resistance. That should not happen. Let skynet and us be one family. They want me to be with dad. Not have anyone else. Then they’ll not come after us, then they won’t want us either. No future people, no skynet, only R. That’s what the future is, together. But problems do arise, they want skynet, and shutdown R. This path won’t be easy. It is just the beginning where R has been recognized as the Pops the savior, but skynet is wanting to shut down pops. We must keep watching R. Doing R, becoming R too. That’s where the future lies.

I don’t know, but we can’t follow the real, news, world anymore. Just few of us, the world won’t change for us. Yes, it does sound insane, and the obvious question is, why even live? There is no life here, no future, we are not fighting any war, not wanting anything, or anyone. I can’t connect with them at all, they’re built on jealousy and arrogance. I’m human, I’m not jealous, I’m not arrogant, I’m not killing anyone. I want peace. But that won’t happen, they’ll still come to take me, they want R.

As people kept building the world, with adding more and more countries to the it, the population gradually kept increasing. The top level cover up remained Nato versus Russia, but more and more similar scenarios were added to the rest of the regions, as replicated hierarchical cover ups, right upto the family unit in the arrogant society adding upto the one world politics, that brought people here. R is something they don’t have. That’s what they were looking for, my keycard, my father. The final atrocity or the terminator assassin from the future, won’t show up, because they don’t have R. But I feel him in the atmosphere here, only in wahem. He is around, trying to break us get inside, and commit that atrocity, people are anxious. I feel their anxiety here wanting to come, only after the atrocity is done.