Yes skynet, or whatever was ever real has fallen. R is real now. Everything else that was ever real is now Haye a mishap. So the landscape is all booby trapped, rigged, to be a mishap for us. Only R is real, skynet is now a bomb, a mishap, an infiltrating unit, an assassin. So I do nothing, I go nowhere, meet no one. Only do R. Live a new world called R.

But R is not still at the top. The top spot or “what market perception as real” is still skynet. That’s because we can’t have them. So we fall prey to it, by simply starvation for someone. But watching R, doing R, heals the wounds, caused by real. Yes it is a long way to go. So I should not get lost here, stay put, stay R. Feel the human touch, and live love, human solidarity. We became nothing, did nothing, we keep losing out on future human resistance leaders, to let R live and that should be the end of skynet, and finally one day, R would be real.

I was a John Connor for longest times too. Even became a world leader, got taught that I have to become king one day and shutdown skynet, bring peace to this world. Fought a complete World War 2, lived it in a future world that does not exist here. Then died completing the loop bringing skynet to the world. Only to become Sarah again. So we have to take a full WW2 or a future war, experience, lose weight water, not live without someone, not have someone, anymore, only then R came to being, and skynet exists somewhere, where we don’t go. We only take R, for everything now, and don’t meet skynet, call it a memory, even a false memory. It didn’t happen, never existed.

He is R. Some part of skynet, that does not want us to be any leaders or anything, not even future human resistance. That should not happen. Let skynet and us be one family. They want me to be with dad. Not have anyone else. Then they’ll not come after us, then they won’t want us either. No future people, no skynet, only R. That’s what the future is, together. But problems do arise, they want skynet, and shutdown R. This path won’t be easy. It is just the beginning where R has been recognized as the Pops the savior, but skynet is wanting to shut down pops. We must keep watching R. Doing R, becoming R too. That’s where the future lies.

I don’t know, but we can’t follow the real, news, world anymore. Just few of us, the world won’t change for us. Yes, it does sound insane, and the obvious question is, why even live? There is no life here, no future, we are not fighting any war, not wanting anything, or anyone. I can’t connect with them at all, they’re built on jealousy and arrogance. I’m human, I’m not jealous, I’m not arrogant, I’m not killing anyone. I want peace. But that won’t happen, they’ll still come to take me, they want R.

As people kept building the world, with adding more and more countries to the it, the population gradually kept increasing. The top level cover up remained Nato versus Russia, but more and more similar scenarios were added to the rest of the regions, as replicated hierarchical cover ups, right upto the family unit in the arrogant society adding upto the one world politics, that brought people here. R is something they don’t have. That’s what they were looking for, my keycard, my father. The final atrocity or the terminator assassin from the future, won’t show up, because they don’t have R. But I feel him in the atmosphere here, only in wahem. He is around, trying to break us get inside, and commit that atrocity, people are anxious. I feel their anxiety here wanting to come, only after the atrocity is done.

Early morning 1966, October. A few months earlier we were in a bunker, looking into the stars, only I was just remembering my life, connecting the dots. So many unexplained incidents even accidents and coincidences started making some sense, back then. I slowly realized I should not figure out anything ever, leave everything the way it is. Not do any covering up either. I should instead live in fear, instead of being a problem solver. No more full circles. Instead be a fool, and love my dad.

Early 1950s, USA, CIA, and USSR, secretly allied, to build skynet. A machine intelligence that would defend itself from any intruder, any foreign threat, even aliens from space. But that included becoming more and more arrogant staying jealous of that alien, even man, it’s creator. That system became online early on, created lot world events there on. Its earliest predecessors were terrorists like Al Queda. Police, Cops spent their entire careers fighting crime building networks and surveillance. They started following suit and like skynet ended up getting us all killed in terror attacks instead of saving us from crime terror rape. Then coming out in news as police brutality or blaming the victims for being compromised by terrorists, even accomplices. The world became very bad very arrogant and nobody is above the law. And everyone ended up getting framed by people. Not much remained fair, and people covered up everywhere, and everyone got victimized by each other. Nuclear technology enabled skynet the power to destroy planets, even dark matter, ability to destroy the universe. All that caused people to build skynet over and over again, taking the pain of time travel. Just a few survivors ever even could find out any of this, became the predecessors of the human resistance forces.

So, who all are the top grossers here in Excursion? Terminator, the matrix, Crytek, Dioom, Alien, Predator, Syncopy and R. Have a Great Year ahead. I’m gonna get my copy of Dark Fate and call it a year. 2019 was bloody gorey road rage monstrosity pretty and ISIL. I hope the next year is peaceful quiet and beautiful.

Why live? Does living even count anymore? Are their any survivors even? Syncopy constantly bringing skynet here, then pops keeping me alive, destroying the terminator assassin, foiling their attempt to bring skynet here, it’s all too crazy. We are still here, nothing happened, no bombs dropped, only the terminator assassin keeps showing up, maybe every month, maybe every day. We fight it locally. It gets so helpless so dangerous for me, watching them fight, watching them send an even more and more, darker fate for me. I’m just a person, a survivor.