My name is Claire I’m a employee of Sevastopol space station and I’ve been infected with XX121 organism which after gestating in me would burst out of my chest killing me, I’ve escaped the hive and going to seek help but there are many xenos & Joes looking for me trying to make the birth possible. I’ve somehow now been able to just pray and keep it from coming out! But for how long? I feel so infected, diseased like ready to die, breathing my last. It’s disgusting as I move towards the medical bay the air is so humid polluted with diseases and thick. But everyone is dead here I was also wondering to freeze myself in one of the pods, but realized that it would kill me in sleep, could even accelerate the process. I feel fine have acclimatized to the infection. My brain π§ is overclocked, with horrible possible ways of dying, I never set out to a space job to die, I always believed in God to deliver me from harms way. And what is this ridiculous bug, I could have died in an accident but why is it taking so long to kill me, like just wanting to slowly waste me away feeding on me like a featus wanting to make me it’s mother or host! The psychological pain is just horror, pure horror, it’s giving me death one step at a time, driving pleasure from it. Noone can help me, not even Waites. But I’ll keep looking, still hope to come out this alive?