Dina doesn’t want me to go looking for Abby, she thinks that I’m going to die in this insane battle for revenge, and is going to damage the relationship. So, I get single again, I can’t eat I can’t sleep, I have nightmares about Joel the whole time, making me shit my pants! I must and am compelled to get my revenge from Abby, while all her friends are already dead, I mean how hard can this be? This time I’m doing this alone, no friends no Jessy coming to save me. I miss him, thank God Tommy is still alive. It is hot and I’m bleeding from those trap injuries set up by the Rattlers. Gosh what am I walking into, as if fighting militarized gangs WLF was not enough. I get hurt again and I die that’s for sure or the clickers eat me up! I have to be smart and stealthy these Rattlers are not going to be easy, and where could Abby be? When this ends I know the whole world is going up in flames, tall round building huh! Confronting her at last as tied and banged up where is that arrogant Abby now? No muscle only sweat & dirt, she’s dead already, but I must see it through. Even after I get her to fight, I can’t kill her Joel..He is in my head telling me to let her go somehow. So I let them go…hell I’ve managed not to get dead, I’m happy that she’s alive somehow, guess I won’t be having any nightmares anymore, it was her perhaps calling me for help??