I remember how it all started, I was there, the family the whole family, relatives and neighbors was all just so tied in together and every morning they would roll out the whole shebang, for breakfast, later push off the husband to work and the children to school. I would clean up the whole house call up my sisters and cousins and they would go shopping for like the whole bazaar. Yeah that was life for me! The whole shebang. This would go on for years until my kids got old enough, one day and then it started happening to me. They diagnosed me with dementia, but I was not hallucinating my dear no I wasn’t. It was all real calling me from the back of my head for all those years. That something was not right with that picture of family & society. I did not belong here!? The air of the kitchen and people chatting & dogs barking in the background was just unbearable to me. So, I did it, I steered myself and all those clinging on to me to enter the incident, the eventuality came racing down to me and everyone was gone…They were all gone! As I survived and cleaned my conscience I moved on from home maker to resume my work as deep space pilot, enlisted myself for duty on commercial space vehicle Nostromo on long term mining mission.