I was just magical by birth all the dark powers used to be my arrogance, but yes people were jealous. Then a special phase came into my life of 3 decades worth education, West, women, family, peers, money, competition leading all to Log of Narus. That’s how I was born into people/society I had got weak, lost almost all my arrogance just pieces of paper, I did not have anyone anymore. So I stopped being dependent on Log even fought them as they only wanted to find ways of hiding their jealousy, I had got lot bitter, I only sought to shut them down, only finding truce with me living in their humble abode. My story begins only now that I’ve regained my arrogance strengthened it with the Gods & Demons, I stand in their shadows maybe working for them, but I have found my own agenda, my own peace in this universe, to get fellowship of equal kind, in millions to seek life in the stars away from Earth where I would just find myself at war with અરરોs of all cover-ups of Narus. This is the life I’ve only dreamed of only now possible, but uts harsh not like the one I had as I was with Log. That life would have led to family &, offsprings but I gave it all up to find my true calling of war with them not within them but with God’s, to find home on other off world planets.