Log since dawn of civilization were gazing into the stars looking for life, were destroying any alien life by becoming them and then staying jealous of a section of society making them alien to Narus, thus killing them socially. Obviously noone found intelligent life in outer space because Narus was formed out of jealousy for such life and killed them just to stay arrogant species in the universe. But did they? Well I was born and found out about Log and saw them as hostile to me. They were never really human just arrogant, so as soon as I got powerful enough I realized hope about my future and my salvation in aliens, becoming them early on thus broadcasting a universal signal calling them here on Earth to help me destroy Narus and bring peace in the universe. However, there always were the more dominant arrogant species in the universe who kept fueling Narus and dying for them keeping them arrogant. So, began my journey in the hostile Earth looking for ways to bring my friendly aliens here get help from them. It was isolation and racism that Log inflicted on me that caused me to turn, they never were real for me, I loved them but they only returned me with hate. I had no choice, loneliness was killing me.