So you found out that everyone around you were borne out of jealousy. No one loves you, they just want to break you, then eat you up, stay in jealousy until you can’t have anything in life or nothing is real, driving you mad, making you even suicidal. “I want out!!”. There is no escaping it that the Matrix is a pretentious lie, a cover-up for dirty jealousy and arrogant overlords fulfilling their blood lust with you. You will fight, you have no choice, or die. It was always about zion, but you can’t have it, until you fight!