Life is complex, unique, and beautiful. Whatever we do in life, becomes the crisis, and we feel betrayed. Why do anything at all. After meeting all those many many people, who are keepers, we never get anything from them. They only want to kill, and get destroyed, which ends the saga, of their universe? When we escape those salvation of him, we feel ashamed, guilty, even cowards. Why live? Until some God, appears and cleanses those wounds, and guilt.