Now I became more and more disgruntled with these people, society, just dying rotting away in fermentation camps, becoming more and more, or Log for me. They’ve been doing it to me, all along, after almost decades of not knowing anything about myself, even while I committed crime, smuggling, robbery, murder, and various other gang war activities, along side with tarnished cops, I’ve been arrogant, and did not understand what society meant, I didn’t die for anyone, didn’t give to anyone, anything, no sacrifices, just hate from people. So I turned into a gangster, and now to make my survival more consequential for myself, an international hitman. But with my Asian background, I was never aware of racism, and neo Nazi race camps, even terrorists, wanting to destroy the world. CIA trailers, MI6, FSB, ISI, Chinese police now could not follow me into this new world of espionage, terror, war, crime, and even racism. For a while I fought with freedom fighters in Afghanistan, even IS group. Learnt a lot of weapons and tactical computers, hi-tech equipment. I started calling myself, Abdullah, a Muslim refugee from the middle east, changed my name and even my Chinese origin. I was nothing back then, with my wife, finally, moved to Mumbai, as rich people from Afghanistan. Built a small studio for making internet videos of my celebrity wife, turned all my crime money to white dollars. Starting living like a businessman, of fame, repute and connections. I had realized by then, that the world was only jealous of me, by very nature, so, I did not think about right or wrong, took up whatever way I saw fit to put an end to my persecutor, my jealous foe, and his arrogant weapons.