Times of India, Newspaper, reports that India is now a super power for me. It has money, nuclear energy, space capability, ICBMs, people over 1 Billion. A lot of the West is now part of Indian sub continent, all this over the years has even gotten them close to the status that the US has, being triad, and number of rich people for me. It is at par. Many things that we needed from the West are now ingenious to India. How do I survive here, like their is no air to breath. It is tightening it’s hold onto me over the years. But their is nothing I can do about it, so I let it happen. Sit at home, do nothing. They are social. It is a nightmare too. Traveling and moving to other countries has no effect over this phenomenon. What can I do about not moving around too much. I’ve been to the north, south, east, but not the west. My experiences of travelling to the west have been disastrous. Almost like walking into the hornets nest. Nobody can come back alive out of there. It has been very painful. I’ve lost a whole universe in travelling there. Being in the country now is something that is part of my psyche, then I traveled abroad trying to escape all of this. But futile. Now I am in a systemic paradigm. Like I’ve been exported to the rest of the world, as the Z I have. When I say I’m Indian, I try to mean something to all these people. Like when I say I have a dad.