I can’t fight her or him. Both male and female Z, are quite spectacular. They would be at a level of arrogance much higher than I could achieve, or have seen in any other human. It is ridiculous fight, nothing more that total annihilation, and they keep the west arrogant, so that other humans die for them. It is like Charlie X from Star Trek. I’m baffled, nothing more than tormented and subverted. Just waiting for my doom. But only then, Z turns out to human, a Russian perhaps. A Putin, my dad. I don’t know how to survive any of this. I live in the dark ages now. What possible future could I have here. The real alien beings are all in the realm of ZoD.