I dedicate this blog to a lot of people who have passed away in front of me, be it celebs on TV, or movies, books, games, in my family, friend circle, and other extended family. Every time this happens I lose a big part of myself. Then life for me is like C2, and I have to start from scratch, like crawling, barely able to take my weight, in tears, or in shock. I’m too overwhelmed. Why live ? I can’t understand a thing after that. Like I’ve lost my memories of a entire life time ? The world has proved itself to be a dangerous place. I feel it is just the beginning.