What is life now for me. Could there be a safe city out their like zion? Would I ever be able to get their? Or just get old and die in between here and threr. Maybe too early for me. I haven’t completed enough cycles already. I should be too careful now. So much for the real world, it turned out to be just knm. Problems mishaps, no fun? No friends family nothing. What would Hal say to all of this, maybe he’ll just send out the xenomorph after me. In this fight, there are no winners, I have to lose something. Been down there, not good. Don’t want to die like this. I admire its purity unified attention to its fixation with ending everything alive. I’m human I make mistakes get hurt and die. So it gave me a few years of love life and world. That should be enough. Now I’m in another dimension another world. If I kill it then what? That does not sound good at all. Only giving it should suffice. Over the years a new echelon has replaced all the hate anger and confrontation. So what’s the rush. Building one, or getting it done by them takes time. I don’t have to be a hero here, just stay put. Z is a menace then Sir is the cure. Hold on here.