All our live we play we dance we have fun. Then we start building ourselves as we see fit. We consider many contingencies while we are at it. That’s all said and done, but when the end game of delta starts churning on you, their is no escaping it, not even surviving it. They were always watching us while we were training they always kept the top stuff to themselves, thus once they got the helm, they start wrecking havoc. Prado is no different than anyone of us, thus he also gets captured, and this we call the torture cell. Inside it in pain and suffering he must stay. Thinking about death all the time. The heart starts throbbing then sinking, nothing to pacify, nothing to survive on. Then obvious thoughts of why live. How did i get here? Stuff like that preoccupies the mind. But this is no one time affair, happens periodically, and one day we all have to die in delta.

Therefore, after several cycles of life and sorrow, Prado felt that their was no shame in dying.