Living here, I’ve almost forgotten about the world outdoors. It’s been 7 years since im inside the house, haven’t been outside since long. Only recently I went to a market only to find everything shutdown and abnormal for me, moreover, I got hit by machines and vendors, nothings works anymore. So I stay inside. Before all this the world was big. That was log, things we don’t have here anymore.
I have memories of living among log, it was big, cities, malls, money, one could feel free, almost like being able to go all over the world. Fun stuff, outdoor foodie joints, games, cars, destinations, work, life, banks, travel, courts, police, hospitals, armed forces, like on TV. It still is out there some where I know but not here anymore. These kind of ecologies don’t exist here, so we keep them on tv, internet, movies, books.