I don’t know how to write about this character, let’s call her the mother who turns out to be my female avatar. Things are never simple here. There is a lot of difference between male and female me, starting with the fact that we are not seen as male or female by the others, instead as the program we are watching or enduring, thus our navigation of fate. Which over here is R.

So there can be many me here, both male or female and we behave as R and what all we do, endure, is also R. While meeting each other we’ll feel like watching that TV channel called R. In the end we’ll feel like something else and not R as if cheated or dumped. That’s the Stream we hear and speak or do. Bitter sweet yet audible never a others. We often feel like clones too, without knowing who the original R is? So we also get dumped by R.

The goal is to stay away from the others no matter what, because that’s undefined, superlatively speaking we get nothing in life just watch R. That’s depressing but the others only haye they are all knm. The others are seen as getting everything in life are social normal even perfect, but that’s not R, they emit R and that’s the only truth about Mann.