I do nothing at all now. I come downstairs from my room in the morning have my meals, then let the others fall in place, they give me some किंमिन then R follows, everything is painful ridiculous nightmarish deadly after that. I don’t make any memories at all here. Everyday is like a circus of deadly tricks that make me sick. I’m now really like Alice in Wonderland. Or even something that’s a reverse farce, a movie called Appu Raja comes to mind.