There are many games that I play here like, greydme strogg16 strogg29 F2, they all are characterized by the concept called the tipping point. So that’s the upper limit on the psychological impacts of playing these games. Beyond that is the avalanche, where in real stuff will start happening here to me. It is awful. How I come out of that is pure horror that I can only live to tell.

The stream that runs my psyche is para dimensional. Experiences of lives of other people reactions to external stimuli, etc. Anomalies in memories understanding cognition. Post traumatic stress after experiencing mishaps tradegies bad people in life.

All this is normal, and wears off after a while, with change of place and company. But feels impossible while I’m in it.

As we meet new people in life things change, getting lonelier is just part of the game. With more confidence building one starts adhering to the moment the now, rather than the past. Memories dreams keep haunting us though.