Building confidence isn’t easy here. Last 7 months have been special. You’re not fighting some jealous foe here. There is no villain. It’s just nature. It is just raw man verses the elements. The trips to the highway and the city becoming hazardous for me, I didn’t give up, I got my answers in nature. All that helped and I somehow survived and got back home. I took to arts and some philosophy with self healing. Confidence building is a seamlessly continuous overall ability for me now. God is Great. I love. I’m a peaceful soul.