I don’t have a past have no future here. As soon as I come here I die. So I’m a ghost for them, and they are not real for me, we just watch each other on tv. They see me in their central icon called sir. I see them never, only in wahem. This predicament is never ending I live in fear that they’ll find me one day in their icon and I’ll die because I’ll become real for them and I’ll die for some icon here then. This I have to avoid, then they start turning me into an icon that I only emulate but I’m not. So I achieve nothing it’s only crosstalk for me or another icon called bringing somebody here. I get nothing from here. They are not real for me at all. But they come to take and give me an icon that will keep me away from getting hayed here. I start turning into an icon for a while but get duped as soon as they get me and they start causing a mishap that I have to take, which I call rendering. This is an endless loop, nobody dies we only cover up.