How I move slowly and carefully in this house. Sometimes it feels like an inhospitable place almost like venus. Other times it’s like Mars. With lot of mishaps accidents and diseases. When it’s a warring world like a Kepler or distant star planet where an entire species is at war with each other. Also like a desolate interstellar travel destination where we won’t see our world again. And it’s just an unnatural world with no life at all, I’m lost how am i supposed to get back? Maybe never.